BLOODSHED

2010-04-20T09:45:00.002+08:00

Nearly hit 11k dps this time -.-

5797GS right now on mutilate spec.
If i were to go combat spec, it would be 5944GS IIRC.

LOL.

2010-04-13T20:55:00.003+08:00

Damn, Orentation camp tmr... 14th to 16th...
Epic sian....

Oh btw, did 9.1k dps on Saurfang in ICC10. With the 10% buff of course -.-

Well even if u removed the 10% buff, i should be doing around 8361dps. Oh, forgot to mention. The top dpser was flasking =( Should at least tell me so i can flask and challenge his DPS =X
Note: This pic was taken not to show my DPS, it was actually to show that the first Mark of the Fallen Champion came at 4% of Saurfang Remaining Health. FIRST mark, 4%. My record man! My last record was 10%. It usually comes at around 30-40% in pugs.
I wonder what's my top DPS now, this picture was taken before i respecced my talents.)

ARGH DAMN! CANNOT THINK ABOUT GAMES ANYMORE!
TMR'S MY ORENTATION CAMP. DAMN IT!

=(

2010-04-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

Long long no blog liao.
Lol, been gaming too much.

My previous 7k DPS or so is useless compared to my DPS right now.
AoE + Single target for whole Onyxia only hitting 7k is quite sad. Now my top DPS is around 9k unflasked on Saurfang.

Now also sian of gaming liao....
Nowdays i dont know why i just feel bored.... Bored and bored, wanna go out more.

Oh anyway,
i regretted not studying harder so i can take psychology. I really feel that it suits me very well. Being a counselor is not bad at all, i like helping people with their problems =X OIE, I KNOW WHAT YOU THINKING LAR! ME? HELPING PEOPLE? DON'T LOL OK! YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND ME. :mad: I very friendly and approachable 1 hor =3 I just shy only =3
LOL

Ai ya anyway,
poly also starting soon liao. So sian... My deadline for registering the stupid camp coming soon -.- Epic sianz.
Sianz to the max.

Haiz, i really don't know what i'm actually thinking right now. A? B? C? I really don't know... I know it's A... but then... it feels like B too when im near. BUT then again..... It also feels like C......
What the hell am i thinking man? What A B C. Screw alphabets lar.

2010-02-07T14:57:00.003+08:00

Practice more = Improve more.

6.5k DPS to 10k DPS?

Anyways, a nice random screenshot of World of Warcraft

2010-01-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHAA.

Top DPS(Damage Per Second) in WoW!
First time breaking my DPS record, even reaching up to 8k DPS!
{ [No.] [Name] - [Total Damage] [(DPS) (Total damage % done in fight)] }

It's so freaking rare to see myself hitting 6k DPS, when my usual DPS is only around 3k. Previously, my top DPS = 4.7k. TOP. Now it hit 8.1k DPS.

I just simply love Onxyia 10 man raid. xD. First time doing it, and first time reaching 8.1k DPS)

2010-01-27T23:11:00.003+08:00

MY 300TH BLOG POST! SONG BOH?!?!?!?!!

K anyway,
got posted my 2nd choice, to TP. Financial Business Informatics(FBI)

Wonder what's the course about.

Or maybe should i try appeal for Psychology & Community Service in NP?

damn... In a dilemma right now....

I scared appeal, get in, then find out Psychology very chim....
But if i nvr appeal, i also abit sian of FBI, like not very interesting.... Cause don't know what is it about.

HOW?
SIANZ

2010-01-23T23:57:00.004+08:00

HA!
I'm happy.
I'm still happy.
VERY HAPPY.

3rd day liao, but still damn happy.

Finally gave the necklace, nothing went wrong. WAHAHAHAHHAAHA.
=X
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. =X
I was so worried before giving... Thinking what i should do with it, how do i give, should i really give?
Well, in the end i gave. Looks like it's the right choice.

Another thing that made me happy today.
I GOT "IRONMAN" ACHIEVEMENT IN WORLD OF WARCRAFT!
PALADIN ROCKS MAN!
4 Kills 0 Deaths, 3 flag caps in Warsong Gulch. 3 FLAG CAPS MAN! 3!!!! WITHOUT DYING!

For those of you who don't understand a single shit, in summary it means
I invaded opponent's territory(10 player vs 10 player)
I grabbed their flag and ran back to my base, while my opponents are aiming at me to kill me.
However, i did not die. I survived and manage to bring their flag into my base and capture it.
The whole thing repeated for 3 times, without me dying a single time.
In the process, i managed to kill 4 opponents, that proves that i did not just grab and run. Instead, i grab the flag and attacked my opponents while running.
(If you realized my action bar, i didn't use "bubble" for the last 5 mins at all. In fact, i didn't use it throughout the game)
["Bubble" = Immune to damage for 12 seconds]
-Btw, the game is similar to Capture the Flag in real life, however in World of Warcraft, u get to kill people-

2009-10-23T16:37:00.002+08:00

DAMN!

6 months + nvr post anything?
LOL.

O Level in 3 days time.
Havn't even started revising. I'm so DEAD....

Anyway, entertainment by me xD

2009-04-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

Lol, i just dig out what i posted long ago.

Some people wanna see it again, so i shall post it again.

Incident(That's what i heard from other people):
Fat bastard and some people are studying in CCA Room. Then another guy, CX, brought in a ball and started playing. Then Fat Bastard join in and play. Zhihao then came in, Fat Bastard accidentally set the ball and hit Zhihao. Then Zhihao tell him cannot play ball etc etc.
(Don't know what happen this part)
Then Fat Bastard say ZhiHao stand in that place then he suay.
(Don't know this part)
Then they started fightning.
Fat Bastard: 你cute arh你，
(Jumps off from chair. Chair fly backwards)
Fat Bastard:你哪里不爽！
(Push ZhiHao)
(ZhiHao fly back)
ZhiHao/Fat Bastard: 你要打arh!

(Btw, this is not an act. Is really fight 1)

2009-02-01T13:11:00.000+08:00

Credits to ahboochak

2009-01-09T21:08:00.003+08:00

WHOA SUAY SIA!

Just found out i gave the person my address wrongly, then he sent the item to my neighbour....

Yesterday i pon training, go home to prepare receive my clothes. As i was going up the lift, i saw a postman. Immediately i thought it was my shirt already.

Then i was preparing to take the shirt liao, then i found out that it was given to my neighbour. Then i feel damn sad =( My shirt havnt come.

Then today i check Singpost again, then i found out the shirt was delievered yesterday, but unsucessful. Then i realized that i put in the wrong address...

SIBEH SUAY!

Now i needa contact the person again to ask him to send me the shirt again.... Waste my $3....

2008-11-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

LOL!

Class buffet was ok lar. But Sakae sucks. Very little choices.
Haiz.

Lol.
Anyway, just saw this while trying to dl maplestory client.

Whoa! Why Megaupload go display my name inside there? I feel so proud of my name sia xD

2008-11-16T21:17:00.002+08:00

WOoooOo!

Feel so shiok now. Finally bought another pair of slippers.
Old one up lorry liao. Play basketball that time spoil.....
Then also buy new shorts.
Spend freaking a lot of money today....

$27.50 for Bus Concession.
$39.90 for Slippers
$69.00 for shorts
-----------------
$136.40
-----------------

Wa damn...... Recession liao still spend so much. I need to learn how to save money.....

Oh ya!
My mother is really an asshole man! Bloody idiot sia. I surfing forum, then other ppl post pics of girls. Then mother behind me invading my privacy. Then suddenly whack my back say "WHOA! WATCHING GIRLS ARH?!"

Bloody idiot... SHE DOESN'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT'S A FORUM MEH? Oh wait, she really don't know.

Crap....
She's seriously fucking dumb....

2008-11-04T23:00:00.003+08:00

Lol, went to jurong east today. To buy present for leeqing.
Ordered from a guy in EDMW, then i do CoD(Cash on Deliver) cause if send by mail need take 3 days -_-

Price: $25 + $3 for giftbox = $28 for total

Pictures:

Hope she likes it lar. I scared buy liao she don't like sia =(
Oh well.
Im off to write a note or something.

Byebye.

2008-10-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

Waaa. This song lyrics... Very meaningful....

愛太痛 - 吴克群

Lyrics:
吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...
我不能够不能够不爱了

2008-10-23T00:55:00.001+08:00

Let me dedicate song to myself bah =(

Lyrics:
泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

2008-10-10T11:35:00.002+08:00

Oh blooody shit.
Exams are over.
And gonna get back results soon.

I think im gonna get at least 4 fails. Probably 6fails and 2 passes.
I'm prepared to retain liao.

Just came back from chalet, now im at home.
The feeling of home and chalet is totally different.
At home, it's just plain boring. No1 to talk to, no1 to play with.
In the chalet, there's friends around to talk to and cock around with.

Overall ratings for the chalet:
6.5/10

Confirm got rooms for improvements.
The chalet not properly planned out. Nothing much to do.
Not many people go also, quite boring. But it's still better than home.

I drank quite a large amount of Vodka =)
I think i drank the most.
Didn't get drunk, but nearly drunk. Went super high. Lol.

Then when playing the daidi, win, win, win, lose, win.
Not bad leh.
Nearly-Drunk power =)

Haiz. But during both days of the chalet, i didn't get the sleep well.
I just don't have the mood. I just kept thinking about you.....
It's really very hard to pretend that nothing has ever happened.
I think im slowly understanding what you said by "when something doesn't meant to belong to you (blah blah blah blah)...."
Why is letting go so difficult?
Why is it easier to pick up than let go....

Oh well... Haiz....
Oh ya! BOWLING! Lol.
I lost to karen, zihhao and junxian =( Only won qixi. Ok lar, i know i suck lar. First few times playing only leh. Never give me chance also. Bully me 1 =(
I wonder when is the next bowling trip. LOL.

Tmr's the class BBQ.
I feel like going but at the same time, i don't feel like going.
I feel like going to play,
but i don't feel like going cause im lazy and i don't think there will be many guys going.

Haiz...
Boring day.
Boring life.
Boring Earth.
Why am i even born....
Haiz....

Quote from myself:
Life is just a path of sufferings until you die.

2008-10-03T23:57:00.004+08:00

Nabeh. Not the first time liao.

Everytime i pwn ppl, they leave game.
I tio pwn, no1 want leave game.

Why like that one =(

2008-09-28T20:23:00.004+08:00

I'm in love with my new handphone!

Samsung Omnia =)

I'm finally starting to get used to typing on the phone =) Now i can type faster and faster. Mwuahahaha.

Anyway, here's a pic i took from my phone.

Lol! That isn't the original image =X I edited the colours a little.

Now this is the original image. I just resized it:

Still not bad right?
5megapixel only =( The new Samsung Innov8 out liao sia. 8megapixel. Price around $5xx with plan only. I bought my Samsung Omnia at $498 sia. I should have wait abit more then but Innov8 =(

ahh. forget it. Lol.

Tmr's my bday =)
But at the same time, tmr is my Biology and Elect History exam.....
And i havn't revise yet....
Bloody crap =(
I'm dead =(

Oh well, im off to try to study.
Cya =)

2008-09-21T21:19:00.001+08:00

Wa depress + depress + depressed.

No mood study at all.

There's no point holding onto something tightly when it will still be gone.
I tio self-pwned.... Now im back to square 1.....

Dedicate song to myself bah =(

2008-09-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

I'm still Fucking pissed right now.

My mother threw away my $65. Ask her return, she don't want. She say that she don't know what's that and she thought its useless. How smart. Then yesterday i just found out she threw my Copper (II) Sulphates crystal for SPA thingy away also.
Even more smart.

Fine, since she doesn't want to return me $65. I'll make her life hell.
She likes to throw things away? Ok fine, i will do the same thing to her.
以牙还牙,以眼还眼.

I'm thinking of throwing her Office ID card away also.

It's been a long time since i wanted revenge.

2008-09-07T22:48:00.003+08:00

WoOOoO. Im so happy. My Sims 2 got new house, new cars and new characters =)

My freaking huge and nice house =) I wonder if i will be able to live in this kinda house in future(real life)

My ownage cars =)

1 Pagani Zonda and 2 Porsche. I feel so rich.
*I wish i could get one of those car in real life*

My female character =) Looks kinda chio+cute from side view xD

Omg sexy babe =X
*Note: SHE IS WEARING A PANTS! But it's damn freaking short*

And finally, my family tree =)
*Without my dogs*

Somehow the mother(most right hand side) doesn't look pretty when she is in the family picture
And the father looks gay(the middle). Look like he got boobs or something... But actually thats muscle. Lol.
And the daugter looks... better

Family Pic WITH dogs

WoooOo. I feel so song.
But at the same time, i feel so..... Argh... I havnt do any of my holiday assignments.

Im dead meat X_X

Ok byebye. Off to chiong hmk liao.

-No sad nor depression post for today too xD-

2008-09-04T21:17:00.003+08:00

How i wish i could turn back time.

Hmmm, if i could do that. I would either want to go back Pri 1, Pri 4 or Sec 1.

Of course primary 4 would be the best choice for me. Going back primary 1 would just mean that i will know less friends. Cause i will just go to the best class from P1 - P6. Not fun anymore. Ok back to my primary 4 topic.
Imagine ace-ing through all my exams. Streaming that time get super good results.
Then primary 5 study hard hard, get distinction for my HMT. Then maybe my parents will change their views on me.
Then Primary 6 that time PSLE ACE. Get 27x for my PSLE.
Then i will still go the same sec school. But i think i will request the principle to let me go 1E instead of 1D. Talk some cock say i can't study in the best class, will too stress later fail everything. Lol. Then i go back 1E. Then will know back the same people, but this time. Since i know them quite alot, advantage for me liao. Easier to make friends with them.
Then i will start studying very hard, improve my basics till sec 3. Then i wont struggle so much for my freaking math liao -_-"
Then sec 3 that time, i wish the same thing can still apply. I mean that we both can be together. Ok nvm. Probably not, cause the future is always changing. If i did something different in the past, the future will change.

Ai ya, the main reason why i want go back P4 is simple. Cause P5 my looks started changing liao. From ok to worst.... So must take care of my looks lar, so won't look that ugly. xD Then also can ace through my exams and get good results. Scholarship $$$$.

Then if cannot go back P4, i think go back Sec 1 also can. Then i shall start studying very very very very hard. I MUST CONQUER MATH!!! Math is my enemy >=)

And i wanna bring back 3 things if possible

1st thing = My harddisk. It's damn important. Can be used as a means of earning money! In the past external harddisk = RARE. And it can also act as a evidence that i came from the future. Lol. Then inside also got some 'things'. In the past it doesn't exist 1. So if i manage to host the game in the past, i will get rich pretty fast xD.

2nd thing = Actually i don't know leh. But i want all my knowledge also.

3rd thing = I don't know. Im still thinking. Lol.

I really wish i can travel back in time. But at least give me 3 days prepare if i really can travel. Lol. Must bid farewell to everyone mar. Or else later i disappear without anyone knowing.

Ok end of entry for today.

-No sad post. WAHAHAHAHAHA-

2008-08-26T20:36:00.003+08:00

WoW. It's more than 1 month since i last blogged.

There's seriously a lot of changes in this 1 month.
Well, that past is the past. I shall not give a damn about it anymore. I shall look forward on the future =)

I'm happy cause i am finally able to let go of the past. Now i have a "new life"But actually seriously speaking, I'm kind of afraid too.

-Most people won't understand this. But some may understand. Some people may think I'm still talking about the past, but im not-
*No link to the past. I'm talking about the present(August)*
At first, yes, i do not really like you. I admit i was trying to use you to forget about the past. I admit I'm selfish at that point of time. I know maybe after awhile, i would like you, or maybe i won't. I can't be sure.
But in the end, i manage to let go out the past. I'm beginning to like you more and more everyday. That's a good news for me. But I'm also afraid that i might like you too deep, and i will eventually get hurt in the end. I don't want to experience that kind of pain in my heart again. I don't know why but i just feel that you're not willing to be with me OR you're just pitying me.
Maybe I'm thinking too much. I don't know. But 1 thing that is for sure, I'm really slowly to like you more and more.

I think i might fall in love with you soon. I'm really afraid that you will leave me. I'm really afraid of facing the same pain again. No, not the same pain. Maybe a pain worst than before. I'm not sure....

Haiz. I hope I'm really thinking too much. I really hope this relationship will last for a long time.

-Another sad and depressing blog entry....-

2008-07-19T01:47:00.004+08:00

I failed again...
After 11 days of resisting, i talked again...
Why can't i even block you just for 3 days..........
Why................

Fuck..... I lost to myself again, none of this would happen if i just block you.
But.... I just can't block.....

Wtf is wrong with me....

Nvm, my next target would be 14days. I'll have to force myself to block you after the 7th day. Damn it............

2008-07-09T22:28:00.003+08:00

Blocked, unblocked, blocked unblocked, blocked and unblocked....

Now i know how hard it is to quit smoking.
(Note: Im not smoking.... Im just using smoking as an example)

What's wrong with me? Why can't i just block and don't care about anything....

2008-07-09T15:42:00.002+08:00

Blocked + Deleted starting from today.

I can already start to feel the knife stabbing me continuously in my heart.
I will bear with this pain no matter what.

If i can't force myself to get out of love in 1 day, i will use 1 week.
If i can't force myself to get out of love in 1 week, i will use 1 month.
If i can't force myself to get out of love in 1 months, i will use 10months.
If i can't force myself to get out of love in 10months, i will use 1 year.
I will continue this until i die.

For the past few days, i indulge myself into playing my own private server, making myself think less about her. But, its only temporary....
Damn it.

2008-07-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Girls
are like apples
on trees. The best ones
are at the top of the tree
The boys dont want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when
reality, they're amazing. They just in
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree
Found this in the internet =)

I think i've fell for more then 10times trying to reach for the same apple.

Argh damn... I still can't let go... What's wrong with me....

2008-06-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

It's been 2 days since i last talked to you.

It's not that i don't want to talk.... It's that i cant.... I've deleted you from my MSN... How am i suppose to talk to you.

Argh fuck......

Im feeling like shit now..... I know i need to let go... But yet i want to talk to you........

Now im left with 3 days to forget you.

Im getting hurt and more and more day by day.....

My sweet dreams turned out to be a nightmare....

My dream..... I wished i never had woken up.... I should have stayed inside that dream forever.
Haiz.... I know i can't hide from reality. Reality = You do not like me.........

The world is cruel........
I wished i had a Forget-Selectablel-Memory potion.... Then i will just drink it down and forget about you... Then i will not suffer from the pain of love anymore.

2008-06-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

雖然我願意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

* 就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

Repeat *

心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

Repeat *

This song totally describes what i want to say and how i am feeling right now......

2008-06-16T23:13:00.002+08:00

Last sunday was the worst day ever.....
I tried to sleep through the day to forget about you, but i still dreamt about you....
AND EVEN IN MY DREAMS, I KNOW I WANT TO LET IT GO. BUT...... I just can't....
I can't even let go in my dreams.... How am i suppose to let go in reality.... Its even more difficult....

Now im left with 6 days to forget about you..... Tough.... And i already deleted you from my contacts. I've not talked to you for 2 days. It hurts alot, but i have no choice.... But today, you just talked to me again. You just stabbed me another 99999 times with sword...

Im left with 6 days..... 6 FREAKING DAYS!
It just gets tougher each day.
Now im thinking if i should ask u to block me off from MSN. Then once u block me, i will block u too. That will 100% totally forbid myself from talking to you.

6 days.............. 6 days.....................
Im just gonna force myself even more to forget you...... Even if its gonna hurt like hell......

2008-06-14T02:26:00.002+08:00

Damn it.......... DAMN IT.............
I don't know why i just can't let go.
I tried getting myself occupied with something, like playing games, but it will only work for awhile...

I must let go... I have to let go...
I really wish someone will give me a hard knock on my head and make me forget everything.... At least i won't feel that pain in my heart anymore......
My heart is bleeding...bleeding.....bleeding.............

DAMN IT!

Looks like im gonna use a short term way of forcing myself to forget you.... But its gonna hurt more than ever. Deleting you from all my contact list(MSN, handphone etc etc), giving myself no chance of communicating with you. I'm left with no choice...... 长痛不如短痛。I would rather myself get hurt more than ever for a short period of time rather than slowly suffer the pain of love.

I'll make sure i let go before school reopens. Which means I'm left with 8 days.
This 8 days would be awfully pain for me, but its better than suffering for a long period of time.

I need to let go....

I have to let go.........

2008-06-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

I nearly said it today.... But you didn't hear me calling for you......

Looks like it's fate.

I promised myself to let it go after today. And this time, i am really gonna let it go.
Don't worry, there will be no1 to disturb you at night anymore.

It's time to let go..... It's time for me to start climbing out of the pit.
I do not want to keep falling deeper and deeper, it will only be more difficult for me to climb out.

Jun yuan, its time to let go. Just pretend that she had never appear before, i do not know her.

Let it go........

2008-06-07T23:03:00.003+08:00

Watched Kung Fu Panda today =) Wahahahaha.
But im sick. So didn't fully enjoy the show.
Played arcade too.
Bought my Mario Kart card. Lol.
Then wasted $2 on the arcade, $1.50 for maximum tune 2(didn't touch if after playing for 10seconds. Still got remaining 160seconds or more) and the stupid lorry game($1. But javier paid 50cents for me. Don't know how to play the game so the game ended in 50seconds).

Lol.

Chengxiang is started to piss me off.
Play game also ask so much question. I think im spoon feeding him too much.
Ownself search for guides also don't know how.
Then what skill to add also must ask me.
Guide don't have then call me ask.
EVERYTHING ALSO ASK ME.
HE THINKS THAT IM THE CREATOR OF THE GAME MEH? EVERY SINGLE SHIT ALSO KNOW......
Wtf...
Seriously im pissed right now.

Anyway,
to the girl who wants to ignore me because of not letting u drink bacardi(Don't think u will read my blog, thats why i dare write this =X )
if you wanna ignore me, then ignore me all the way.
Cause it's time for me to let go....
Im only hurting myself as time go pass.
So if you ignore me, i think it will be easier for me to let go.
Don't ignore me for just a few days or so only....
In the end i will still be unable to let go...... Then hurt myself again.......
So conclusion:
Want to ignore? ignore all the way. Don't leave me dropping halfway in the pit.

2008-06-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

Chalet was quite fun.
Not bad.

I only like wednesday. Cause u came. Its the 2nd time i ever went out with a girl 1on1. And to beach again. Watching you play arcade was fun too.
Although i had so many chances of saying "I Love You", i just can't do it.
I just feel useless.
When u are about to leave, i wanted to run after you and say it, BUT. I just can't....
Why is it so difficult to say it....

"Humji once, forever regret. Shame is temporary, glory is forever"
Looks like im starting to regret already.

Looks like this memory is going to stay in my mind forever again...
Its gonna be even more difficult to let go from now on..

But im just gonna try to let go. I told myself after the chalet, im going to let go, and i will do it.

*e* Q**g
I love you

2008-06-02T16:48:00.003+08:00

Hahaha. Im bringing these three to chalet =)
Day 1 night i drink Heineken.
Then BBQ night i drink both Bacardi =)
Then maybe i go cheers buy vodka =)

MWuahahahaha.

Btw, i buoght them myself with no1 help. Just went to Shop N Save near my house and bought them. Then the china girl cashier look at me for like 4 seconds before continue scanning and putting them into the plastic bag. Lol.
Mwuahahahahaha.

But im still pisssssed. My stupid phone is still fucking spoil. Repairing it will cost $90.
Arggghh fucked it.

Ok edited:
Evening around 5 i went to city hall to collect my mior thingy. Cost me $65 :die:
Then at night i went to buy another Bacardi. Different flavour now. And alcohol only 4%.

2008-06-01T18:30:00.002+08:00

Today is my aunt's bday.
All i know = The cake was nice.

Im damn freaking pissed right now.
DO NOT DISTURB ME UNLESS NECESSARY!
Stupid Project Work. Waste of my time.
AND MY FUCKING PHONE IS SPOIL LIAO.
FUCK LAR!
IM STLL DAMN PISSED WITH MY PHONE.
HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE WITH A SPOIL PHONE FOR 2MONTHS AND 8 DAYS.
Shit.

FREAKING FUCKING PISSED.

2008-05-31T22:23:00.002+08:00

I guess... Its time for me to really let go......
Dragging on longer will hurt me more.

I keep telling myself this. But...
I just can't let go.....

Tried so many times and i've nvr been successful before.

Crap........

Haiz.
I really like you.
Hmmm no.
I really love you.

But.........

Haiz.......

Forget it..................................

I can't wait to drunk myself. Then can temporary get u off my mind.......

2008-05-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

Wahahahaha. Drank this today just before training. =)
Chengxiang help me buy 1.

Green apple not nice huans =(
Nvm, monday i go buy Bacardi orange flavour bring to chalet =)
Shall buy 2 bottles of Bacardi orange.
Then bring 1 bottle of Heineken. My father buy liao don't want drink, then i shall take it to chalet then. My parents also allow. AND my mother told me to bring that instead of buying Bacardi.

Cause i wanted to pay my mother service charge then she help me buy the Bacardi. But since she lazy go Shop N Save, then she ask me go take the Heineken inside the fridge. LOL.

Thats 1 thing i like about my parents, totally don't care about anything.
You want drink beer? Go ahead. U drunk then kena killed, that's your problem.
LOL.

Cool parents =)

2008-05-27T18:03:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for the chalet.

Cause im gonna focus totally on the chalet, then try to forget you at the same time.
I still remember what i asked you and what you replied to me on Februray 15 2008.
The memory is still fresh and vivid in my mind.

Damn it.
I hope time just pass faster. I really want the chalet.
And i really hope this, I'll be able to get you off my mind.

2008-05-26T19:10:00.002+08:00

Lol. Went out to celebrate Xuejun's bday today. Quite ok lar. Not bad. But very tiring.

Go TM first. Then later go Bugis. Audrey kang didn't follow.
Then i bought my nice shirt there =) $26.90 sia. Quite cheap to some ppl but its ALOT TO ME!!!
Then go bugis street. Audreylee wanted to shop for shoes. But in the end nvr buy.....
Great day.
Gonna skip training again soon. Stupid PW

THE DESGINN!!!!

Im suddenly into buying cartoon shirts!
LOL.

2008-05-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

This made my day.
LOL.

2008-05-23T23:00:00.003+08:00

I really wish i could just wake up and forget about everything.
Im feeling tired nowadays. Too many things are happening.

I wish i could just die from being too tired....

2008-05-21T14:37:00.003+08:00

Cried like shit yesterday night.....

Went to bed early yesterday around 10.03
Cried silently for like 30mins. Tears just keep streaming down my eyes uncontrollably.
Why is it so difficult to let go..... Its get more and more difficult each day.

Sports day today
Got 3rd for 100m. Quite surprised. Didn't expect myself to get 3rd.
I tried letting go when i was going to run, but i just can't do it... She just keeps appearing in my mind. How am i suppose to run with this heavy "load" in my mind... It weighs a ton and whenever i think of her, i just don't have the mood to do anything...
Relay didn't run. Glen fell down. Nvm, better still. I don't have the mood anyway.

Sec 3 sports day champ = 3D
second was 3J
Didn't bother about that. No mood.

Stupid weather so damn freaking hot.

................................This world sucks................................

2008-05-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with my nowadays.
Tears just start appearing at the corner of my eyes for no reason...........
Haiz
I will still be the one getting hurt in the end.

I guess it's time to put down things aside.... But why am i still thinking about you.... Why did i jump back into the same pit that i dug? I've gotten out of it, but why did i jump back in.

我明明知道我和你是不可能的，为什么我还要继续喜欢着你。到了最后，被伤害到的人还是我。早知今日，何必当初。

Im feeling so 'heavy' right now. I've no moood for everything. I think tmr's sports day gone case liao. i dont think i can even get 5th position...

I wish the world will just end soon....

2008-05-15T20:46:00.002+08:00

Lol i've been thinking...

Everytime i pwn ppl in CS, they say im hacking.

Then when i join other maps such as cs_bloodstrike(other server), i get pwned.
Does that mean that everyone there = Hacking?

They havn't see me using hacks at my friend house before. Uber Pro. Can get 120 frags with 0 deaths. Instantly kill everyone within 1second in awp_map.
Ai ya nvm lar, next time if possible then show them how i play. LOL.

Btw,where got so easy find hacks 1. If got so easy find hacks the VAC secure room = useless liao lar.
Hmmm, ok nvm. They didn't use Vac Secure. So they got excuse say i hacking.

LoL nvm. Also used to it liao.
Gonna find the cs_bloodstrike server let them join. Then let them rate if they are hacking anot.
LOLLL.

2008-05-12T22:00:00.002+08:00

12 Signs you like someone.

TWELVE:
You have been talking to them late at night and even when u go to bed, you still think of them.

ELEVEN:
You walk really slow when you're with them.

TEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.

NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

SIX:
They're all you think about.

FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself

2008-05-05T14:08:00.001+08:00

2008-04-29T23:38:00.001+08:00

Felix and Javier tio pwned by me.
1 V 2
Total kills for me - 80 times
Total Death for me - 3 times
Total Kills for Felix+Javier - 3 times
Total Deaths for Felix+Javier - 80

SONG BOH? Lol. Shooting through walls is fun =D

2008-04-20T18:03:00.002+08:00

My new lambo car.
Lol.

The designs i do all quite standard 1 =(

2008-04-13T14:58:00.005+08:00

Sui boh.
My dream cars =)
LOL.

2008-03-12T21:31:00.003+08:00

Quoted from EDMW member xiao_cai7

*Start Quote*
This is the fact like it or not.

We are proud to be Singaporeans (CHinese, Malays, Indians, Eurasians, minorities).
Singaporean Chinese are not China Chinese we are never the same. Don't ever link us
together.

Yaya you want to play ancestors from China.

Fact
My ancestors came from China for a better life in SIngapore which has nothing. Working hard contributing to the nation, eventually settling down here spreading their roots.

Fact
Our so called FT came to SIngapore which the infrastructure had been developed by the
hardworks of Singaporeans. DO they plan to work hard, contribute and settle down here?
I doubt so.

Many FTs used SIngapore as a stepping board to migrate to US, Europe and Australia. When they first came, they say everything is so nice in Singapore. When they migrate they
complain everything saying their motherland is much better. If so, at the first place why
come here.

Imagine this:
China population is around 1.3 billion (1300,000,000). Today your government decided to
allow 10% of the population which is around 100,00,000new migrants to come work, study and live here.

Suddenly overnight.
-Your public transport is overwhelmed by the new migrants. You cannot get to work on time
which previously able to. Now you need to wake up 30mins-1h earlier to squeeze on the public transport. After work, you need to spend an additional 30mins-1h to reach home.

-your parents,friends, relatives or even you were being retrenched/sacked as he mentioned
that with your current pay you getting, he can get 3 new migrants that ask much lesser pay.
After being retrenched/sacked, you are unable to find another job as new migrants younger,
higly qualified, willing to risk, expect lower pay to compete the same job.

-Your parents had worked so hard providing you a local education until University. The
vacancies available now are further reduced as they are reserved to new migrants on
government scholarships with fully paid lodging and expenses. You are unable to get in
though you have the necessary grades. Now your parents had to worked even harder to sent you to private university or even send you overseas to study, which strecthed them even further. Isn't the university is to look after the welfare of the locals first?

- you go shopping or even visiting your local hawker, the salesperson or owner is a new
migrant he doesn't speak your language and understand what you trying to say. This dampens your mood.

-your neighbourhood is suddenly overwhelmed by these new migrants. They treat your
neighbourhood as if their own. You don't understand what they say, they behave and what they think. It created a disharmony.

Please Ah Tiongs and FTs put yourself in Singaporean shoes. This is what SIngaporeans are
facing now.

We would welcome you if you are sincere to contribute to Singapore.
Remember, you are the guest and we are the host.
You don't change the rules here !

With regrards to the China student need money for surgery, I will not donate.
Yes I am selfish.

But today if my/parents/relatives/friends had fallen ill will you donate to my cause?
I doubt so.

SIngaporeans had to be selfish because there is no one to pity us. Our lives had gone from
bad to worse.

Definetly you would protect your own people first, before others.
*End Quote*

Like what BlackWing1977 said,

*start quote*
I am absolutely OKAY with the idea of importing REAL talent into Singapore to fill in the important positions that Singaporeans do not have the people to fill in. But not import the whole lot of them en-masses and take away a lot of job opportunities that should rightfully belong to Singaporeans, and lower the pay level because they are undercutting the job market. WE THE SINGAPOREANS ARE THE ****ING STAKEHOLDERS HERE, we have bills to pay, taxes to pay, homes to pay for, parents to take care of, medical bills to pay. NOT THEM!!!!!!
*End Quote*

Ok. I've decided to migrate out of Singapore once i grow up. Not betraying the country or whatsoever, but i really cannot stand it anymore.

Extra:
Ah Tiong : China Man (possibly racist). Tiong = 中 = 中国 = China

2008-03-09T15:05:00.005+08:00

*Blog revived, but going to be dead after this post*

Ma de. WTF IS WRONG WITH CHINA! SKIN CATS AND DOG FOR THEIR FUR!

2nd Video(This one is quite long ago 1)

-New Goal. DESTROY CHINA-

Byeeee

2008-01-12T10:33:00.000+08:00

-Peaceful when slacking. Monster when angry-

Its been quite a long time since i last posted. Just too bored to post and too depressed.

Life of sec 3 = SUCKS.
So what if im in the best class? There's cons too. Im trying to study very hard so i won't lose out to other people, but no matter how hard i study, i always get raped by Maths and A Maths... Im just too stressed. I don't want to get last in class, but most likely, i will get last in class... At school, im always putting on a fake smile. But at home, things change. Only anger and sadness exist.
3J = SUCKS.
LOVe SUCKS EVEN MORE! The feeling of being free from love is so great. Why do i have to fall in love with you...
The pain of loving someone but do not have the courage to tell her you love her.
*Not talking about my parents and siblings*

Why was i even born in this family. Born and grew without knowing what is family love.
Why am i a son of a bitch and son of a bastard. Sometimes when i look at my friends, i admire them to having such nice parents and siblings. Having fun playing with my siblings and having a nice chat with parents, a house filled with love. Thats all i really want. But why... WHYYYYYY.
*Wipe tears*

Im just pure hopeless. I think im in love with you. If only i had 1 chance....
I've done what im suppose to do. Now its up to You to decide.

Quote of the day:
If you have the courage to love, you have the courage to suffer.
-Unknown

2007-11-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

4 days of chalet was fun!

*Super super super long post

Tuesday:
Went to 6Unity 05 + some other ppl from some other school chalet.
Wanted to start fire and 5 or 6pm BUT in the end, the fire started at 8++. Thanks to some idiots who don't know how to start the fire...
The BBQ was suck... Left quite alot of food and in the end, i think we threw them away.
The night was fun, acted some super sick stuffs xD Then also play XBox Kong Fu Chaos. FUN :)
Stay over and went home next day at 5.30am.

Wednesday:
Woke up at 5am and prepare everything then left chalet at 5.30 and went home.
Reached home and sleep... I only sleep for like 2 or 3 hours?
Then woke at 9++ call yangheng and went to his house.
Then LEFT FOR ANOTHER ROUND OF CHALET :)))
Reached the chalet at around 11.30 and waited to 3 or 2.30, didn't remember. THE WAITING TIME WAS CRAZY. The girls are super super super super slow too. AND WE NEED A PERSON ABOVe 18 TO CHECK IT. So qixi called her mother to come. Whew, lucky we got someone to come.
Went in chalet to put some stuffs then they had pillow fight, i was watching open seasons on YangHeng's PSP. Keep kena disturbed by their throwing of pillows,blanket,bedsheet and pillow cover.
After that they went out for cycling. I didn't rent a bike so i went out to the beach to walk alone. Remember some sad memories while walking, cried there :( Lucky noone saw.
Went back chalet and they ordered Pizza for dinner. Didn't paid a single cent, sha paid for me xD
Ate like 2 pizzas and 1 drumlet. And it cost $5++? Damn expensive....
AND The CHALET WAS FILLED WITH THE STUPID BBQ SMOKE FROM OUTSIDE!
Watched SAW 2, nice movie. But not gory enough, it needs to show some intestine flowing out from the body xD
Girls went home and guys stayed over.
Forgot what we did but i know i slept quite early too.

Thusday:
Woke at 7++, cause kena disturbed by Ken and others. Went Mac for breakfast and went back chalet.
Waited for the girls to cum. Errrm, i meant come. While waiting, we went to sleep. SLOWPOKES.
Anyway, for lunch, went to foodcourt to eat. After that, girls and don went to Escape while other guys went for some cycling. Took a cab with yh to whitesands there to fix the tire of his bike. Then Cycle cycle cycle. I mean i stand on yh's bike and he ride me around. Leg kena abrasion due to yangheng's tires.... Went jon's house there and they played blindmice, i sat over at another area cause my toes were PAAAAINNN.
Then cycled to 7-11 to buy some stuffs then cycle back to chalet.
Rained while cycling back.
BATHHHH. I cannnot tahan anymore, lol.
Girls and don came back from Escape and BBQ Food came.
Started fire and started BBQing. The firestarting was much much much faster, didn't wait for like 3 hours....
And we started another fire, had double BBQ.
AND WE KENA FINE LIKE $100+++? FOR THE FUCKING 2nd BBQ AND THE FUCKING SOCKET. WA LAO EH, USE THE THING TO BBQ ALSO FINE, WTF IS THAT? AND THE SOCKET IS THE CHALET LOUSY, NOT OUR PROBLEM, SHOULD BE WE FINE YOU FOR ENDANGERING OUR LIVES!
Anyway, Jean's mother use her membership thingy so we don't have to pay a single cent.
Celebrated Shashank's birthday. Ate some cakes.
Then went to Arcade to play. Didn't play anything.... Girls took some neoprint.
Then went back chalet again.
Girls went home and i slept early again. Cause i was feeling SICKKK....

Friday:
Marks the end of the chalet...
Woke at 7++ again, ken and yangheng help us buy breakfast again.
Then cleanup and went to checkout.(The cleanup was like useless, the fridge had some food leftovers and the whole place was dirty...
Took cab and went to yangheng house. Play and slept till 5.30pm+- and went home.

AHHHH. I FUCKING HATE HOME, IM GOING TO MY AUNT HOUSE TO STAY!
Home Sucks Home.

Bye,
off to my aunt house.

Word of the month,(im too lazy to post a new quote or anything everytime)
Behen-Chud
Means Sister Fucker xD

-End of Long Post-

2007-11-19T00:03:00.001+08:00

Conclusion:
St Hildas Guys VBallers have no life.

My aunt treat me damn good sia, i feel very guilty about it...
My aunt's bank account = less then $150 right now, AND YET, she helped me pay for my handphone bills, Topup my EZLink, help me get bus concession for my EZLink, give me $10bucks every week.
I keep spending her money and she had never ever complained. What about my parents? THEY DON'T FUCKING WANT TO SPEND A FUCKING SINGLE CENT ON ME. FUCKING BITCH AND BASTARD!

Forget it, im not in the mood to blog.

Quote of the day:
St Hildas Guys VBallers have no life.

2007-11-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

Today match with sembawang. Lost.
Ai ya not my problem also. I just played 1 set xD

Currently no more interest in playing any more matches.

After match went clement house.
TEKKEN 5 IS COOL! Asuka is hot in the game. Looks damn chio. Own chengxiang using Asuka. Combo all the way, perfect him.
If i can drag Asuka out of the game to real life, im gonna rape her xD Nvm forget it.

SIANNN! TMR GOT GUITAR LESSONS.

Bye

Quote of the day:
If we don't succeed, we run the risk of failure.
-???

2007-11-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

St hildas won st hildas.

St hildas won first set, 25-19
St hildas won second set also, 25-14

I did my best.

Training today, punched sengwhye twice. Somehow i can't control my actions. My mind = Im not angry...
Action = PUNCH HIM

Something wrong with me. I losing control of myself. Maybe one day i killed off my whole team and i don't even know why.

Bye

Quote of the day:
The truth and what you see are 2 different things.
-Me

2007-11-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

Ok confirm not going Japan liao.

Today match was BOOO. Lost to HCI.
I played Middle and Outside spiker.
Sian, i don't feel like playing leh. Very nervous.

Tmr vs Jordan team... Wa lao eh. Die liao lar... Sian...

Bye

Quote of the day:
The secret of happiness is not in what one likes to do, but in what one has to do.
-James M. Barrie

2007-11-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

Guess i won't be going Japan with the rest of the team.
No money... Ai ya, don't care lar. Must look on the bright side, can go Chalet.

Haiz... Tmr got match, i'll be playing middle(i think...)
Today train from 11am till 9.30pm. FUCK LAR. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT TEO THINKING!

Haiz. Feeling damn sad again... No one understands me..

Quote of the day:
To believe is to know you believe, and to know you believe is not to believe.
-Jean-Paul Sartre

2007-11-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

PLayed match today :)
Cause sengwhye sprain his ankle :( Poor thing.

Lol, saved 2 balls :)
1st ball i save is when (forgot who is that) receive ball then fly away. I manage to save it back :)
then another one is when i accidentally overpass and the bukitpanjang guy jump up spike but i manage to receive it back :)
Also managed to receive 1 good ball, pass to setter's head :)

I think i maybe must play tuesday match. Nvm, its ok with me. If Terence play so be it. I not interested also =]

Bye, tmr must train c boys... Waste time nia...

Quote of the day:
Money frees you from doing things you dislike. Since I dislike doing nearly everything, money is handy.
-Groucho Marx

2007-11-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

Didn't play today match. Not surprised. Cause a few days ago i skip trg.

Ai ya, dont care if i play anot. Not interested in the game anyway.

Life is borrrring.

Bye

Quote of the day:
Get all the fools on your side and you can be elected to anything.
-Frank Dane

2007-10-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

Quite long nvr post.
Cause comp spoil.... Ma de, stupid monitor always going to sleep.

Now still abit sot sot de. Sometimes can work sometimes cannot.

Anyway,
FaceBook is cool xD

Today's training was ok. Shout like madddddd. Went super hyper when playing match, became crazy. After match my throat very pain....

Nvm forget it,
tmr got match with Unity Sec. Maybe i won't play, maybe i will. 50/50. I don't care if i play or not. I don't feel im important to the team.

Bye

Quote of the day:
Stop waiting for the grass to grow and get moving.

2007-10-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today's Moon damn nice. Big, round, bright.
I can feel its coming.

Anyway,
today trg = sad :(
Miss teo made me cry :(
Haiz...
Anyway,
i got chance to play outside spiker position =] Hope i can play on monday.
Monday got match against whatever shit school. Don't really care.

I wanna delicate song sia, to the team im at. But i don't think anyone besides titus and me listens to yes 93.3. And titus not even in my team...

Boring day.

Bye

Quote of the day:
The way to succeed in St Hildas Volleyball is to slack.
-G***el

2007-10-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

Lol, SCHOOL HOLIDAY ARE HERE!But not for me....
School Holiday means more training for me...

Got back my results today... It seriously sucks...

Haiz....

After school ended at 10, i went back home to slack.
Sleep play sleep and play. Watched Resident Evil Apocalypse then went to sleep again.

Trg was ok...
Chengxiang fought with sengwhye today.
Sian....

Off to play TOP(Tales Of Pirates)
bye

Picture of the day:

2007-10-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Sian... I hope i can get the subject i want,
English
Chinese
E Maths
A Maths
Pure Chem
Pure Bio
Elective History and Social Studies.

I wonder if i can get them :(

Life is boring.
My back hurts like hell right now... I needa go see doctor soon. I think something wrong. If i nvr recover by saturday then i go see doctor then go X-Ray(Sian... Must borrow money from aunt or use my savings...)

Im broke... I need more money :(

Quote of the day:
The word 'meaningful' when used today is nearly always meaningless.
-???

2007-10-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today = Boring
Yesterday = Fun.

*Warning. Long post*

Shall talk about yesterday.
Morning was boring, just use comp. Then around 3 i return home then go join qihang,jiexuan,jiaqing and yikai for basketball.
They play match until nearly fight, wasted sia. Fight lar, i like fighting. I want them fight until no strength then i take my knife 上场。 Too bad nvr fight.
Then go buy bubbletea then went Mac.
After Mac went basketball court again. Sat down and talk. Saw 2 chio bu out of 4 or 5. One of them is wearing OBS shirt and FBT shorts(WoW. SmExY LeGs) Another also wearing another short shorts. Another smexy legs xD. Im getting sicker nowadays xD.
Anyway, one of them fell. Then i saw then i told qihang and others that im a cerified first aider i can go help. Then I did the CPR action and talk sibeh loud, then all the girls turn and look at me. Lol, cool right?
Didn't care much about them. Just carry on talking.

Then qihang and others started playing bball. I sat down at the side and watch. Lazy play lar.
Jiexuan left first then yikai left.

later then found out my pants the back split.... Sian.

8++ then went home. Wasted sia, should have ask the 2 smexy legs girls for their number xD But nvm, lol.

Haiz. Im getting sicker. Don't know kena influence by which person xD

Ai ya, lazy post liao lar. Gonna sleep. Yesterday didn't' slept well. Then got panda eyes today.
Shall get rid of my panda eyes by sleeping early today. Bye

Picture of the day:

Which direction do u see it spinning? Clockwise or counter clockwise?
If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa.

Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking

2007-10-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... I shouldn't have wake up in the morning. I was having such a sweet and nice dream. I wish i could stay inside the dream forever. When i wake up, i remembered the dream very clearly. Its the 2nd dream which i can remember so clearly. Now whenever i remember about that dream, i feel very sad. I really wish that i could stay inside the dream forever.

Anyway,
went to SAS(Singapore American School) to watch seniors play vball. Was BORING. Waste my time there... Reach back school around 6.40pm.

Haiz... Sian lar...
I feel damn sad now. If only the dream would come true...

Quote of the day:
Girls/Women are the source of all problems.
-Me

2007-10-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

Sian.. Chinese got 68...
TOOOT. I want A2 leh...
Paper 1 Letter writing i failed.... 9/20... Essay i got 29half over 50. 2nd or 3rd Highest mark in class. Highest i think 30 or 30half. Got 2 or 3 if i not wrong.

Lit = FAIL!
MA DE! 1 SUBJECT FAIL LIAO LAR! BREAK MY ALL PASS RECORD...
35/75
=
46.7/100

But overall i got 57/100

Sian..... Tmr need help sec 3 and 4 for interclass competition. BORING.

Anyway, 2F GUYS AND GIRLS! THIS IS IMPORTANT! REMEMBER TO BRING YOUR PE ATTIRE ON NEXT THUSDAY FOR INTERCLASS COMPEITION. THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW YOUR GROUP. PLEASE LOOK AT THE PICTURE BELOW!(Open it to have a larger view)

Bye

Quote of the day:
There's no point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes.

2007-10-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

BORING.

I passed all subjects that i currently know(maths,english,science,history and geog)
WHICH MEANS I CAN GO JAPAN!!! WOOO HOOOooOo. Even if i fail Chinese and Lit, im still able to go cause i already passed 5 :)
Anyway, failing my chinese is impossible. I hope i get a A1 =] But i think its unlikely i will get A1 =[
Here are the marks i got, it sucks... But at least i passed :)
Science:62/100
English: 60.4/100
Maths - 59/100
Geog - 53.1/100
History - 52.7/100

I hope Chinese and Literature i get B3 and below. Hope i Chinese get A1 or A2 then Lit get B3 or B4.

Ai ya, dont want talk about results.
After school went home then go Qihang house. Helped him repair comp. In the end found out no virus or anything, its the harddisk spoil... At least i helped him find out that nothing is missing or virus or whatever. Cause he thought he accidentally deleted userinit.exe(A important application). Then find alot of methods to recover it. In the end found out its not deleted.... Then its the harddisk problem. But its fun trying to find out problems for computer :)

Bye

Quote of the day:
Love is a dangerous thing. With love, there is death. When we love someone, we are prepared to die for them. Which means that love is evil as it kills.
-FroztSpectre

2007-10-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

Tmr needa go school again.
Haiz... Sian. But if nvr go school also SIAN.

Now lvl 36 in Tales of Pirates liao. Lazy play. Feel bored liao.

Trg today. Going school that time rain like siao... Borrowed Umbrella and Slippers from Abel. His umbrella spoil and his slippers damn slippery... Wear the slipper always nearly fall down. Then the umbrella is 1/2 useless. The back of the shirt all totally wet.

Trg was ok. The warmup nearly killed me. My body cannot take this kinda training de. Cannot exert alot of force for a long period of time.
Then after that went down play match. Got high and did stupid things. Stupid dance, singing like a mad person etc.
Went up watch seniors played. BORING. I want go home.

After trg went home. Got pissed with my mother again. Lazy explain what happen.

Then made a new sig. Looks ok to me. Maybe my top 10 sigs.

Bye.

Video of the day(No quotes) Its damn cool ok!

2007-10-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Damn pissed with my mother.

She threw away all the things i want and she didnt throw away the things i don't need.

Ma de, what the hell lar. Everytime like this, why i so suay.

Quote of the day:
Facts are the enemy of truth.

2007-10-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Its boring redownloading everything... My cousin just reformatted her comp...

Anyway,
today training was fun. Mainly because i got a chance to play 1 1/4 sets. Normally i only can sit at the side slack or be ballpickers while they are playing match. And today, i got a chance to play middle. I really enjoyed it.

After trg, went home.
Damn pissed with my mother. Ma de, what does she think i am. A Taxi? Why must i help her pass things to my aunt.
Ma de, i lazy bring bag to my aunt house then she want me bring bag cause she want put things inside my bag to pass to my aunt. Damn buaysong with her. So went down, open up my bag, find some useless things. Threw inside the rubbish bin and walk away. Then she want be bring the clock over to my aunt house to repair. I just leave it at home.

Nvm, dont want spoil my mood.
Went i reach Clementi Bus Stop, i saw something damn interesting. OKAMOTO CONDOM AGAIN! THINNEST CONDOM! 0.03MM. Damn cool lar, then they put illustration somemore. Put it on a banana then put another brand of condom on the other side. Then they compare. Say other brand is 0.06mm.
Its really damn freaking cool lar. Wanted to take picture but too many ppl there =[.

Haiz, i go play Tales Of Pirates liao. Downloaded tons of things today.

Bye

Quote of the day:
Oh gosh, Singapore's government is so irresponsible. Teaching children bad things by putting condom advertisement on public places.
-A passerby who walked past me.

2007-10-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

Lol. Not free now. Chionging Tales of Pirates.
A game played by lots of sec 2 volleyballers(not really alot... 7 i think.)

I needa play games to forget about the pain inside of me. Play till i forget everything.

Bye

Quote of the day:
None but a coward dares to boast that he has never known fear.

2007-10-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

Woke up and watch movie on comp.
Watched DOA and Shooter. Both of the movies are quite nice.

Then went for trg,
boring as usual.

L*x**n, why do you have to avoid me? SMS you, you don't want reply me. Why are you trying to avoid me, i did nothing to you. You can don't like me but please don't stop me from liking you. What did i do wrong, why do you want to avoid me? I really dont understand...

Quote of the daY:
You can don't like me but please don't stop me from liking you.

2007-10-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

Exams are over.
Maths today, i think im dead.

Then went to joseph house. Slack there like siao

Then go back school trg. Learned something important. Never believe in your friends or anyone, if they treat you kindly in the beginning, do not expect them to always treat you in the same way. Sometimes they will just turn around stab you without knowing.
Anyway,
Nearly stab my senior. Lazy explain what happen. Wanted to stab but in the end never stab, cause of love. I suddenly remembered about l*x*an.
Miss teo talk to me while i going out, didn't turn back and reply here and i continued walking, then she say i disrespect here.
In the first place, did i ever respect her? Why should i respect her?
Are humans worth respecting?
Should humans even live in this world?

What are friends for?
What's the point of having friends?
Friends are useless and unreliable.
Friends are worthless. What can they do to help you?

Quote of the day:
It takes a second to say I love you, but a lifetime to show it.

2007-10-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

Its fun brining knife to school. Too bad no massacre for today :( Wonder when will St Hildas Massacre comes.

Chinese exam was EASSYYYYYY. Omg, i think its the easiest paper i ever done in my whole sec 2 lar...
But i alot of cuo bie zi, forgot how to write basic chinese, cause i always use e-dic.
Tmr maths paper, suppose to sleep early so i can be refresh, but i practicing magic thats why i haven't sleep.

Haiz... 早知今日，何必当初。
I knew that one day i will get hurt because of love, then why should i continue talking to you in the first place. I should have just force myself to stop talking to you in the beginning so i won't get hurt that much. Now its really deep and im really hurt, the kind of pain. Its indescribable.

Gonna sleep liao, bye.

Quote of the day:
I knew that one day i will get hurt because of love, then why should i continue talking to you in the first place.

2007-10-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

I feel so useless. I don't even dare to talk to you even if its just a minute.

I really like you, why can't you believe me? If i had 3 lives, i would want to be born in 3 different countries, 3 different families, 3 different looks but i will love in love with the same person. You'll never understand the pain im going through right now. I feel so useless.

I hate everyone in this world, humanity sucks. Why am i even born in this world. I'll be bringing a small knife tmr to school. But the knife not sharp, cannot cut only can stab.

Humanity sucks, i hate everyone.

Quote of the day:
If i had 3 lives, i would want to be born in 3 different countries, 3 different families, 3 different looks but i will love in love with the same person.

2007-10-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Science exam today, was average. But then i don't know if i can pass anot. I keep forgetting how to spell some words... Then alot wrong. Sian lar, suay sia.

Exams are over!!! I dont' want count maths paper 1 and chinese paper 2 liao lar. Those cannot learn de, so that means EXAMS ARE OVER!!! Woott! Time to relax, i watching harry potter now. Later dl transformer and watch :)

Bye, off to watch harry potter.

Quote of the day:
Be rich to yourself and poor to your friends.

2007-10-04T21:30:00.001+08:00

Had lit exam today.
Was ok. Didn't cheat :) I memorize all my notes for the essay. Wrote 1 and 1/4 pages. Feeling contented :)

Tmr science and i don't know a single shit. If i fail science how then hell am i gonna take double science? I wanna take pure chem and pure bio leh. Shit lar, im dead....

Bye
Off to chiong science. If it doesn't work, guess i will have to resort to cheating xD.

Quote of the day:

“Anything worth having is a thing worth cheating for.”

-W. C. Fields

2007-10-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

Lol geog exam today.
Was easy but i don't know if i can pass or not...

Tmr literature. Done finish 2/3 of the notes. Lazy do liao. Gonna sleep : ) Tmr wake up then study lar. Lit should be quite easy.

Bye

Quote of the day:
In mathematics you don't understand things. You just get used to them.
-Johann von Neumann

2007-10-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

History and chinese exam today.

History was average, don't know if i can pass or not.
Chinese essay, wrote till i nearly cried :( I write section B until very touching and i cried. To me its touching, maybe to you its not. I write about my mother died, cause its my bday then my bday present(a basketball), drop and roll to the middle of the road. Then i chiong to take the ball, nvr see a car coming towards me. Then my mother 奋不顾身de chiong up to me and push me away, in the end she ownself kena car bang. Then i look at her body, 他头破血流，七孔流血。 I slowing crawl up to her body, crying "Don't leave me! Its my fault that you died (blah blah blah)" Then she use her last breath replied, "silly, its not your fault. Im your mother and i can't let you die, you're my precious son. I...love...you..." Then she died off. Nearly cried, at the part, my tears already in my eyes liao. Then i rub away continue writing.

Haiz... Tmr maths exam. I gonna sleep liao. Maths is tough, i hope i can get a pass for my maths.
Actually i don't mind living in my aunt house, waking up at 4am just to prepare to go school. But that fucking shitty miss teo don't allow. Ma de...

Anyway, I HATE MY PARENTS! I HATE MY AUNT! I HATE MY FAMILY! I HATE MY RELATIVES! I HATE EVERYONE!

Quote of the day:
Humans are worthless piece of shit. Why do humans even exist. I hate everyone in this world.

2007-09-30T22:43:00.001+08:00

Lol. Today woke up 7+ just to use comp.

Watch Naruto and Bleach lastest episode. Then went to yang heng house to study.
Reach there, send him hacks, use pet training hack to get his pet to lvl 15. Then i study he play.

Then download halloween and watch. Lol! Its a sick show(in terms of blood and gore) The guy go take baseball bat whack the person head so many times. Then take fork murder ppl etc etc.

Went for lunch, his father treat me.
Return back to yang heng house after lunch

Download other sick animes and watch.
Watch finish then go dinner.
Dinner finish went back study. This time we really study. Test each other chapter 9 and 10. Chapter 9 i can survive but other chapter i confirm die liao lar...

Now must chiong history! DIE LIAO LAR! I STILL HAVNT FINISH WRITING MY CHINESE COMPO.

DIe liao lar.

Bye

Quote of the day:
Management is doing things right; leadership is doing the right things.
-Peter Drucker

2007-09-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

My bday today. But just like a normal day except i got a cake to eat and some ppl wishing me happy bday.

Other then that, its a boring day.
Slept throughout the day, cause cousin comp spoil...

Then when cutting cake and wishing that time i wish for
parents to die
myself to die
humanity to end
OR
have supernatural powers

Hope it will come true.

Off to game, bye

Quote of the day:
Ignorance is bliss, the less you know, the less you have to worry about, the happier you are.

2007-09-28T17:23:00.000+08:00

Went celebrate don's bday just now. Went to fish and co. Lol, was FUN. The waiter gave don a ice cream cause his bday. Then they do don't know what bday cheer then ask the ppl around join in. Then gave us hat then take picture. Quite fun. But i hate the food, so damn fucking oily.

Actually thats not the most interesting part, i'll show some pictures of what is interesting. CLASS COUPLE!!!
Now they don't even care about us taking picture of them together liao. 99.999999% stead liao.

1st = Walking together.

Then take picture together. Looks like they are leaning on each other xD.(They are holding hands also)

LOOK! THEY ARE HOLDING HANDDDDDD. Lol.

LOL! STILL DARE TURN AROUND SMILE AT CAMERA WHEN U ARE STILL HOLDING HAND!

This is clearest that they are holding hand liao.

Lol, now i got evidence you all hold hand liao xD COOOOL! Donovan still got more. Later ask him send me :)
Ask you whether stead liao anot, nvr say yes nor deny. What's the problem with you two? Stead then say lar, no big deal de mar. Even if u all don't say also damn obvious lar, everyday walk together, sit so close. Lol, now no point hiding liao. Ur caught in action by the Donovan,Me,Jinrong,shashank and jonathan.(WE ARE THE MAO ZAI DUI!) Lol.

Should i spread this to the whole classs? HMmm, see my mood lar. Lol.

Bye

Quote of the day:
Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
-Robert Frost

2007-09-26T21:34:00.001+08:00

COOOL! I think alicia is jealous that im smarter in terms of hacking then her.

Not 100% sure "she" is a girl, but i guess most likely she is.

This what happen,
started knowing her 2 days ago.
Talk to her, blah blah blah. Become quite close friends.
Today, gave her 1mill mesos(NIA, lol. Beggar). Then she don't believe i can hack etc etc. She say i leech UCE all that. Then i tell her i quit hacking and started on website attacks(DDoS), SQL injections etc. Then i think she jealous of me knowing all this then she buay song with me. Then she want me define website attacks. I define for her then she still buay song, dare me DDoS her. Then i say why should i risk a fine and appear on headlines(14 Year old boy knows DDoS and attacks a 14(i think she is 17) year old kid), then i say i can easily ask other ppl from other country to DDoS her. Then she say i bo ji don't dare DDoS her. Lol! Jealousy is a killer :) Then i make her even more pissed by saying "Sorry lor, i boji, what can do you? Help me produce one then help me pay money go operation arh? Opps sorry, you can't produce testis. My fault."
NOW SHE DAMNNN PISSED. LOL! Too bad, this kinda insult im used to it, u can't insult me boji. Yangheng knows my method on how i won't feel angry getting insulted boji :) Cause i taught him xD.

So yeh, she is still buay song with me right now, still scolding me etc etc. But that's fine with me :) Im happy to have someone to talk to. LOL!

Bye, i enjoyed today:)

Quote of the day:
Jealousy is a killer
-MEEEE

2007-09-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

Im tired.

DEP is fun, cause my turn that time 3/4 of the class left liao, cause overtime.

After school went home, didn't go self study.
Use comp awhile then zhao liao. Go aunt house.

Reach there study then play comp.

Sian... Im tired. Imagine waking up at 4.30 just to prepare to go school.

Bye

Quote of the day:
The things that make us safest from others make us least from ourselves.
-Danah Boyd

2007-09-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

Staying at aunt house now :)
Tmr aunt sponser me take cab to clementi MRT station then i take MRT to school. Then i won't be late. :)

Exams today. OMG, am i gonna fail?
Paper1
1)Write about a particular interesting outing with friends
2)Describe your school of your dreams and the facilities it would have.(I choose this)
3)Write an original story that begins with "It could not have gone any worst"
4)Cheating
5)Do pets make good gifts?

Letter Writing:
Eric's Electronics is a company that you recently visited to purchase a new digital camera. There, you encountered a salesperson who gave you false information about a camera, and was rude to you when he was discovered.

Write a formal letter to the manager of Eric's Electronics to complain about the salesperson.

In your letter, you should include the following
-Time you visited Eric's Electronics and the reason you visited
-The reason for your complain
-The person who was responsible for your complain
-What you did during the dispute with the salesperson
-How you wish for the matter to be resolved

Im dead for sure....

I learn 1 thing from my parents. Never trust anyone in this world, even your closest friend. This world is full of lies and you can get backstab anytime. And if you have betray your best friend in order to survive, you have to do it. Love and care is nothing, take care of yourself before taking care of others.

Lol, once i get qihang maple cleric to lvl 80, i will be going out to scam ppl money. Then split $40,$40 each. This world is like this, you lie to me, i lie to you, everyone lies to each other. Believe them and your dead.

Bye

Quote of the day:
This world is like this, you lie to me, i lie to you, everyone lies to each other. Believe them and your dead.

2007-09-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

Sian, tmr exams.

Im at home now, i return home first cause tmr got exams, i don't want to be late.
Tmr after school then go aunt house stay.

Mother gave me $40 today, for breakfast and lunch while they are away for holiday.

Crap, i forgothen what to say...

Bye

Quote of the day:

“Why Study For Exams.... Are they not about what you know, not about how much you can cram into your head the night before?”

2007-09-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

Mother gave me $20 for dinner. My parents going on holiday till october 2. THen she gave me $20 JUST FOR DINNER. Tmr she give me money for lunch and breakfast, which i guess is $3 per day.

First time ever she gave me extra money for dinner.

Yyyyehhh! I staying at my cousin house from today till october 2. Which means i will have to wake at 4.50am in the morning and prepare to go school. But i think i will be late... First Bus comes at 5.45am and first MRT comes at 5.49am. Oh shucks... What should i do? Can someone ask their parents send me to school for free? xD.
Nvm, i going maple liao. Buai.

Quote of the day:
The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved.
-Mother Teresa

2007-09-22T13:56:00.001+08:00

Wa dammn coool sia.

My father actually bought me breakfast and lunch.
Then internet connection cannot use in the morning, then he go fix it then i can use liao.

Lol, the world is changing.
But i know its gonna chance again. Maybe today my father in good mood.

2007-09-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

Damn pissed with miss teo. Ma de, everytime release so late. She thinks everyone stay very near like her arh? If i miss one bus i need wait 14-20 mins for a fucking bus. And in 14mins, i can do alot of things lar. MA DE. SOMEONE RELEASED THE MSEA PG HACK ON 9.59PM. IF I REACH HOME AROUND 9.50PM I STILL GOT CHANCE GET THE HACK. NOW THEY REMOVED IT LIAO. MA DE, NAH BEH LAR. I regret joining b boy trg, i rather train in c boys and everyday go home before 7.

If she release like 2 mins earlier, i can save 20 mins of my time. No need wait for the fucking bus.

DAMN PISSED LAR. NOW SOMEONE FUCKING HACKING MY MSN ACCOUNT. KNN. DON'T LET ME FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE OR I MAKE SURE U NEED THROW AWAY UR COMP OR SEND TO REPAIR.

NO FUCKING QUOTES FOR TODAY.

2007-09-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

School was boring as usual.

Went chapel today, cause cannot find miss teo.
After chapel went find miss teo, told her i cannot go self study cause i need complete lit project.

Then yangheng follow me go my house. Went Ubi buy his 5k PPC first. Then go my house.
Then he want use comp. But too bad, he today suay, internet connection not on. Then he just look at my digital art creations and some pictures.
Then i go bath.

Then i go his house.

Powerpoint works with microsoft office 2003. HURRAY! Then watch him play maple. Then taught him how to dl from RapidShare. HURRAY, ANOTHER NEW SOFTWARE PIRATE! He downloaded the rat movie.
Ate dinner at his house.
Play taidi edited version till 9.00pm before going home.

Sian lar, maple gameguard patch. Now must find new bypass.
And WOOT! MSea Powerguard hack gonna be released. Thats a great news for me xD.

Bye

Quote of the day:
When a friend is in trouble, don't annoy him by asking if there is any thing you can do. Think up something appropriate and do it.
-(Some journalist)

2007-09-18T21:28:00.001+08:00

By request of Unknown, here's what happen. (From what i heard. Maybe i will leak out things here and there)

Fat bastard and some people are studying in CCA Room. Then another guy, CX, brought in a ball and started playing. Then Fat Bastard join in and play. Zhihao then came in, Fat Bastard accidentally set the ball and hit Zhihao. Then Zhihao tell him cannot play ball etc etc.
(Don't know what happen this part)
Then Fat Bastard say ZhiHao stand in that place then he suay.
(Don't know this part)
Then they started fightning.
Fat Bastard: 你cute arh你，
(Jumps off from chair. Chair fly backwards
Fat Bastard:你哪里不爽！
(Push ZhiHao)
(ZhiHao fly back)
ZhiHao/Fat Bastard: 你要打arh!
Thats all. What happen later i don't know. Im not in the room. But this is happen according to what i heard.

Ok done. My story now :(
Sian day again...
DEP acted the stupid thing. Fun and scary.
Self Study became enthu again. Started copying geog notes from sengwhye's book. Then he nvr finish up so i borrow another person book from haijin. He don't want lend so i keep asking. In the end i buay song walk away hit the table.(I know im hot tempered...) Then started revising for maths. I WANNA GET B3 AND ABOVE FOR MATHS. From F9 TO B3!!! HERE I GO!!!!
Then suddenly behind me got alot of ppl gather. Join in the fun to see what happen. Lol, this part cannot say =x. Later kena whack by them. Ok fine, i just say a few hints. There's a video inside Sean's HP.
Then teacher saw.
WeiZhi know about it.
We do 50pushup, tio scolding, recover, go back study.

Trg:
Train for 30mins(ok... i nvr even train... I can't train also).
5.30 i left. Other continue.

Home:
Chiong maple
Later gonna do homework. B3/A2/A1, HERE I GO!!!!!

Bye

Quote of the day:
Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday.
-???

2007-09-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

200th post.

Ma de, my parents damn what sia.

My mother asked me to give $50 to my aunt yesterday, then she put $50 in my bag. She nvr tell me put where, just say bag.
Then i go my aunt house yesterday, try finding the $50, cannot find then i dont care liao.

Today reach home, mother ask me if i got give the $50 to my aunt. Then i say i cannot even find the $50, she nvr tell me put where. Then she say i steal the $50 etc etc. Then i say maybe she nvr even put the $50 inside then we start quarreling. Ma de, then she keep threatening me alot of things. Then i keep saying i nvr take the $50 then i say dont believe go check my bag. But she don't want and she keep saying i steal the $50. In the end she wanna prove that i stole the $50 then she go my bag check. In the end find the $50 she tiam tiam. Don't dare say anything.
Then when we quarreling that time my father interrupt and say what i don't respect her as a mother, why should she treat me as a son. BUT THE PROBLEM IS, DID SHE EVER TREAT ME AS A SON? AND DID SHE EVEN RESPECT ME AT FIRST? IF SHE NEVER RESPECT ME IN THE BEGINNING, WHY SHOULD I EVEN RESPECT HER. CRAP SIA.
Then my father say if i can treat my mother like that, outside i confirm treat me friends the same way. And this is also wrong, i treat my friends better. Even though i hate them. I can still forgive them. BUT AS FOR MY PARENTS, I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE THEM.

Fuck it man. Why i got this kind of fucking family.

Quote of the day:
(MA DE LAR. I WHERE GOT MOOD POST THIS)

2007-09-14T23:43:00.001+08:00

Lol.
Crazy day.
Mother bought me go see doctor cause she don't believe i sick. Then she bring me go out eat with my father. I tio shocked. Why she suddenly buy me dinner to eat.
Then went to doctor.
Doctor said i cannot drink anymore cold water cause my windpipe becoming smaller and smaller. Keep contracting.
Then doctor give me some pills to expand it.
Actually thats true, my chest there feel very pain when i sneeze or breathe in very hard. And sometimes i got difficulty breathing.
Went home. MAPLE
Got wenxin to lvl 62 and found a tobi for her.
Then kena Auto Ban.
Now figure out why auto ban liao. Next time i won't AB liao. Shiok.

Bye

2007-09-14T17:04:00.000+08:00

SUAY LAR. DAMN FREAKING UNLUCKY SIA.
I SHOULD BE IN TRG RIGHT NOW. BUT I JUST WOKE UP JUST NOW. MA DE, I OVERSLEPT.
SHIT MAN. WHAT SHOULD I DO? SHOULD I SAY MY PARENTS LOCK ME UP IN THE BALCONY FORCE ME STUDY. OR SHOULD I GO SEE DOCTOR AND GET MC? AHHHH. IM SO FREAKING SUAY.

Im really sick, cough. But if i go see doctor and give MC, will she believe me? Cause last week i already get MC liao.

Haiz... Im so damn freaking dead.

Quote of the day:
The only people who find what they are looking for in life are the fault finders.

2007-09-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

Life is soooo damn boring. I really wonder why am i even in this world for.

Art was coool. I like drawing the thing upside down. But the details i cannot draw upside down. The outlines i can.
Music sucks. My group screwed up.
Analytical Thinking, played uglydolls, saboteur and the for sale.
I like for sale, lost first round cause don't understand. 2nd round i won, got 62k :)
Went home. Use comp. Watch Bleach episode 140 and Bleach Movie(Memories of Nobody). Then my mother nag and scold scold scold. Say what later get fine cause i illegally download anime and watch. Later odex find out blah blah blah. Then she say what last time her company got work for odex or whatever shit. I don't give a damn lar. I download from RapidShare not Torrents mar, what the hell can they track? If they track by me playing on my comp, then i burn to DVD disk watch on TV lor. Wa kao, thats like so simple lar...

Sian lar, nothing to do. I want more games to play. I suddenly find no interest in gaming also... Life is so damn freaking boring.

Quote of the day:
Lack of money is no obstacle. Lack of an idea is an obstacle.
-Ken Hakuta

2007-09-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

The skin at my back now peel until like damn disgusting.

Haiz.
Love sucks.
My family sucks
Life sucks
This whole world sucks

Why am i even living in this world.

Bye

Quote of the day:
Maybe happiness isn't having everything in your life perfect. Maybe it's stringing together all the little things.

2007-09-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Feeling damn sad. This few days i feeling very sad inside, i don't know how to explain.

Sian sia, my wrist damn pain now. Cause yesterday fell and i use my wrist support my whole weight. Ok nvm, i don't want talk about that. No mood.

My family sucks. I wonder why i am born in this family. I would rather born in a family which is poorer but my parents love me. Everytime i go outside, i see some families. Im envy of them having such a wonderful, fun loving family. Unlike me, my family = SHIT. I would rather i was born in a family without a father or mother. Then my mother/father would take good care of me, love me. Living in my family right now is the same as not having a family. My parents treat me like a stranger, they don't even care about me. Nvm, i don't want talk about that liao. Listening to sad songs and writing all this, i feel like crying.

Nites.

Quote of the day:
Love sees no flaw
-Television show.